Every September for nearly half my life, I have gone to the store to buy pencils, paper, notebooks and binders, then, more recently, printer paper and ink, diskettes, and, every four years or so, a new laptop. From 2003-06 I was in seminary in Evanston, IL, the first northern suburb of Chicago, and learned very quickly how much the prices of books had risen since I was last in graduate school.
Why do all this expensive schooling? I know my dad, a very down-to-earth farmer (pun intended), was very skeptical of any schooling that did not have a direct bearing on your ability to get a good, steady job. He grew up during the Great Depression, not having the opportunity for higher education, except for one quarter, before finances kept him from continuing. I think he would have been an accountant had he been able to continue, but instead, he took up the work on his father's farm, where days were long, and work was physical and tiring. Where the weather and the farm markets controlled his life in many ways.
But I have expended lots of money for my several degrees (bachelors, two terminal masters degrees and a doctorate), and spent half my life, counting elementary and secondary schools, in educational institutions. In many ways, the preparation to be a priest was the least mentally challenging, but certainly the most emotionally and spiritually challenging. My dad would have understood this education in the sense that it prepared me for a new career, but he would have been baffled why I chose to leave a lucrative career in health policy scholarship to prepare for a profession that pays much less.
If my dad were here, I could only say this to him: God led me to this profession. The priesthood is a calling and vocation, not a program of job training that you necessarily choose out of a list at the career counselor's office.
In fact, if your choice of career is more about money and ego, it probably has little to do with God. God calls us to vocation, while we call ourselves into a career. That doesn't mean we can't be in a lucrative career that is also our calling. I think of any of the human services professions as vocations. And many other professions can be vocations, depending on how we approach them, what we are hoping to do with our life.
Vocation can be hard, for several reasons. Vocation requires listening closely to where God is calling. Our listening can be assisted, however, with the help of close friends, confidantes, counselors, and spiritual advisors. Marriage can be a vocation. Being a lay person is a vocation just as much as being a priest. Both vocations are called to specific ways to be a minister for the gospel and the spread of the word of God. Vocation is responding to where God is calling you to be, using your desires, your positive qualitites, your talents, your very being.
May God's call to you be your heart's desire this day and for the rest of your life.
May this fall term be all that you are seeking.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment